THIS HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH FOOD
This is from my former site at Diaryland. I think I will start a new blog next week for stuff like this. I vow to leave Beatloaf a (mostly) food oriented blog.
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Listen kiddies, don't be fooled into believing that when you are older you will miraculously have life all figured out. It's not necessarily true that you will age gracefully into this calm and wise man or woman. If you are LUCKY you will not lose the ability to feel the butterflies in your stomach when you see a new or familiar love; you will continue to learn something new everyday or at least once a week; you will honor your inner child with play days; you will remember to smell the flowers, feel the grass (maybe smoke it if you are so inclined) and stand in the middle of a thunderstorm, quiet and wet.
You will also still be very confused by the opposite sex! I love men and I make no excuses for it, but I DON'T UNDERSTAND THEM AND HOW THEY THINK OR IF THEY THINK! When I was younger I thought that surely by now, at my age, these matters of the heart would not confound me so. If anything, I am more confused than ever. Yes, I have learned a few things in my years but the rules of love seem to change with every man I meet. And somehow the more things change the more they stay the same.
WHY is it so hard to have the simplest of conversations with your love when it relates to your relationship? I am so tired of men telling me what they think I want to hear. WHAT I WANT IS THE TRUTH. Now I am not one of those women/girls who SAY they want the truth and then the truth only makes them upset or mad-well maybe I am, but here's MY truth: Yes, I may get mad at hearing the truth, but I still deserve to hear it and eventually I WILL find out the truth anyway and then I'll be a hell of a lot angrier than I was in the first place. Also, it's a control issue when someone with holds something from you because they may be fearful of your reaction.This is a sure fire way to lose my love, trust and respect. Once that is lost, heaven help you because the wrath of my anger without the balance of my love is awe-inspiring in its ferocity and its veracity.
And that boys, is THE TRUTH!
Go visit Tom Green. He's NOT that much of a moron.
